a little worried

so, I am feeling worried, I am woried about this seizure thing happening, I am here by myself, so its making me think about it more. I know I shouldn’t go out to avoid the situation, but I really want to. I jut wish that this worrying could all stop. I know since I am … More a little worried

thoughts

So, I’m thinking about my therapy on Thursday, my dad was going to drop me at my appointment and then go do other things while I’m there, I don’t know if thats such a good idea. I mean, I will be with someone who I have never met before, and I don’t like the idea … More thoughts

Update

I’m sorry i haven’t been blogging as much lately. I have been working on my anxiety, trying to fix it as much as I can. I am going to hang out with my friend Lauren this Sunday, we are going to a local shopping mall. I am nervous About it, there are so many people … More Update

Stayed here again today.

I stayed here today. I’m so happy I did that. I’m happy with it because I had no anxiety. I think it was like that because they told me they were leaving, but I couldn’t hear them  saying about it as I had my headphones on, listening to music. I’m getting better I think :).

Stayed here today

So today, I stayed here again. I think I’m getting better at it. I still had anxiety, but I used some breathing techniques, and it seemed to help a lot. I still need that real company, though. That’s just something I’ll have to keep working on. I have to work on going out independently also, … More Stayed here today