sad tonight.

Hi all,

I’m not sure if I mentioned it here, but I’m moving house next week, just across the way from where i’m living now. You’re all probably thinking, Not a right?

Well, I am not coping very well, change isn’t good, I don’t like change, I like things to be familiar and the same. I get very overwhelmed easily if new things get thrown into the mix. Maybe that’s the ASD in me haha.

I don’t know if I have ASD, but I have  had my suspicians for a while now.

Anyway back to what I was writing..

I had an appointment wit my psychologist today, we discussed how my mum referred to me as “a cunt” of a kid when I was growing up. I feel very hurt by that. I feel hurt because she let us be around my dad, even though he was physically abusive to me.

I feel a mix of overwhelmed, and just horrible as a person.

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