Hi to all my readers, and happy new year to you all.
Due to some arguments in our house lately, I disconnected my original internet plan, and now have a new service up and running again.
In regards to my anxiety, I am getting better at staying home alone, but not so much with going out by myself.
I have a lot of anticipitory anxiety with this flight coming up in 37 days. I feel like I can’t do it. What if I’m not safe? what if I get homesick? What if my anxiety is too much? What if I throw up because my anxiety makes me do that?
o.. so many things. I am just not so sure about it.
I feel very nervous, and I don’t like change. Even though change can sometimes be a good thing, such as in this case.
Since I alwys get belittled here, no one has bothered to teach me some skills, such as cleaning etc. So that is one of the reasons I am going to see my friend intastate. I just feel scared, and afraid.