So today, I went to the store by myself, I had a lot of anxiety about it before I left. Even before I got there, and I was in the vehicle getting driven there, I wasn’t sure that this was the right thing to do.
Because I don’t have much confidence in myself, it was even harder for me to achieve this.
As I got closer to the store, my heart was beating so fast, I couldn’t breathe properly, I was scared. I just wanted to go back home, to my “somewhat safe place.”
instead I pushed through the anxiety, I asked the driver to help me to the service desk, and then asked for assistance, they helped me without question, as I knew they would. Some of my family were being ignorant about that before I left, saying that the people at the front counter wouldn’t help me. I argued with them, telling them that they would of course help me.
I had the customer service person who was helping me wait for my ride with me. I told him he didn’t have to, but he did nevertheless.
I’m happy that I went to the store though.
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