so, I am feeling worried, I am woried about this seizure thing happening, I am here by myself, so its making me think about it more. I know I shouldn’t go out to avoid the situation, but I really want to. I jut wish that this worrying could all stop. I know since I am on medication that there is less of a chance of it happening again, but how much less of a chance, I wonder. I just don’t know. maybe in time I will feel better about staying here, as that one insident goes further and further away. I don’t want this to take control of my life too, though. I know that wouldn’t be good.
I will just try to do the best I can.
I just hope I will be ok.