so, I finally did it, I got a blood test. Next week I get the results.
I have a specialest appointment in a few weeks with the endocrinologist. Which is a ear, nose and throat doctor, I think. I’m scared about that, I don’t like doctors, but I guess I’ll go anyway. I don’t understand why I have this anxiety about doctors, I never used to be like this, I didn’t use to like it all that much, but I still dealt with it better than I seem to now.
So back to how the blood test went today, the lady talked to me, eased me up a bit. It really helps me when people talk to me when I have anxiety, it helps me focus on something instead of the anxiety. The lady was telling me about a holiday she recently went on, I forget where it was too, though.
In other news,
I was talking to my friend about how I can’t go out by myself, I told my friend that I have never really imagined myself doing that, I sit here and quite often think about going places, but when it comes down to it, I sometimes chicken-out. O, well, maybe one day I’ll be brave enough to do it.
Encouragement is always welcomed. Quite often I don’t believe I can do things, even though I probably could. I don’t know if that makes sense, but thats how it is for me.