hot saturday

I really dislike the heat. My anxiety isn’t good in hot whether. I have to rink lots of water so I don’t get dehydrated. I worry about that. I have drank 2 leaders   so far today.

I stayed here while they were all out before. My sister has gone to dinner at her boyfriends parents’ house and my dad went to the service station really quick.

About 15 minutes ago he had to go out again, this time I went with. My boyfriend was sleeping at the time that we were out. Thats probably why I went. I struggle to stay here when he isn’t there. I need to get better at that. Anyway, we went around the corner to the shops real quick. I wanted to go in, but he wouldn’t let me, no matter how much I asked. I was mad at that. He left me in a hot car, and that wasn’t very good. People aren’t supposed to be in hot cars in this heat. I really didn’t go very well with that.I felt like I was losing control and I couldn’t think straight, even with the radio on in the background, that usually helps distract me, but this time it didn’t work. All I could think of was that I hoped he would come back soon and what if he didn’t come back?

But, he did come back, and I am home now..


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