before we went to the shopping centre. As we were driving there, I started to worry, what if I faint, or have a seizure in the store? I didn’t have my water. I even checked my heart to see if it was racing or not. It was
racing a bit.
I don’t understand why my anxiety was like that, I wasn’t even by myself at the time. It is usually only like that when I’m by myself.
Nevertheless, nothing happened to me in the store, or as I was walking into the store. I was fine. I think I may have started to worry like that because I don’t have credit on my phone, and having my phone is a sense of security for me, I guess and without it I feel almost unsafe.
Although in the situations I was worrying about, I couldn’t have done much with it anyway.
My thinking is confusing sometimes.