So, today, I stayed here while they were all out again. I think I am getting better at it. I notice the more confident I act about it, the more confident I feel, therefore the less anxiety I experience. I notice that I don’t need natural company only to feel “safe” even if its online, I feel better. I don’t know how to fix that. I don’t want to have to rely on someone always being there, whether it be online or in person. Or maybe I’m just being too hard on myself, thats always a possibility, because quite often I am.
I have been working through some of y course today, I like it very much. I am stuck on one of the questions, though. I tried to contact the course study assistance line, but I couldn’t get through to them today, for some unknown reason they are closed. I thought that was weird because I called them at about 2:30 in the afternoon and they stated in the automated machine that they are open 9 AM to 5 PM.