so I have been thinking about this going to hungry jacks thing. i’m not so sure about it really. I know I could do it but stupid fear is making it difficult. Maybe if I meditate before I leave it will make a difference. It usually works for things like that.
You know , it seems like a distant memory when i used to walk around the block and when I had walked to my friends place that one time. I would like to get back to that.
I think maybe having this graves disease and dealing with panic attacks for that amount of years and led me to just expect them and maybe thats part of the reason I am not able to do things that I would like to. But I am working on that.
I guess we’ll see what tomorrow brings, I guess 🙂
I can and will do it 🙂