so, tomorrow, my sister has school, and her partner has to work, my dad will be helping my aunty, and I’m not allowed there. So the only option is for me to stay home. I have been trying to organize other alternatives to that, because I don’t like to deal with the anxiety when they are gone. However, I know that if I don’t deal with the anxiety then it won’t help the situation, it will just make it harder for me next time to be on my own.
I’m not really sure what I’m going to do.
Its easier to just avoid it, but as I said, it isn’t a good idea to do that.
Sometimes, I just wish i was like everyone else, to them, staying by themselves is a piece of cake, where as to me, it is so scary.
I did speak to my family about them driving away for about 2 or 3 minutes then coming back and increasing the time that way, but they didn’t seem to on board with that idea. So, I have come up with another method. I am going to call some blindness organizations, as I am totally blind, they will help me to get some 1 to 1 support, so I can learn to be with someone else, instead of my family for a few hours a week. I really wish they had een on board with my first idea, though, it would have helped me a lot.
I really hope tomorrow goes well for me.
Fingers crossed :).,