so, tomorrow is Wednesday, the day I was meant to go to my zoo in my city with guidedogs, the blindness organisation.
But because of some worries I have, I decided not to go. I don’t think I’m ready to face that fear of cabs just yet. I do know however, that if you let your fears go, they will get worse and worse. But small steps, and i’m sure i’ll get there. I just feel that it is too much for me right now.
Instead of going to the zoo, i’m planning to catch up with two of my friends, Jade, and Maggy. Something I haven’t done in so long. I am thinking I will go by Uber to jades house, as it is a short distance away from mine. I am really looking ford to that. I want to do more. I want to try new things, I just have to try to not let my worries get in the way of that. Very hard, but slowly, i’m sure i’ll get there. 🙂